Moments

Forget the Past, Make room for the Future, Stay with the Present

Rumours.

I am not a lesbian. I never have been, or will be with you people around. Sure i've made some mistakes... But who hasen't? I am a human being with feelings. Lying about me doesn't make me feel any better.

If it wearn't for my true best friend I would have put up with it, and ignored them all. And would 'make-do' with the fake friend. But I guess my homesickness has chosen now to play up.

I miss my best friend, the one I can count one. The one who doesn't force me to do anything. The one who doesn't ditch me. The one who tells me everything. The one who is my other half.

Out With the Old.

Old:
Being Unfit. Fake friends. Rumours. Procrastinating. Myspace- officially deleted. Fighting with siblings.

New:
Proper friends. Studying. Paying attention in class. Doing my Homework. Tutors and Tutorials. Fitness regeeme!

Parent Teacher Interveiws. Yuk

Krumping!

Pretty sure if pictures were to be taken last night... I may have looked a little something like this.... Except... I'd be white of course.

Imagine it.

New stuff

A new desk. Emma has a new desk. Its a nice desk! Its a comfortable desk. I like it.

Maybe with this new desk a sudden urge of dreams will run into my mind and i will be tempted to wrte them all down and create the next 'Twilight'. I could be a writer. It will improve my english. I will be a better student. I will be a better person. God a desk can do so much! I should get new stuff more often.

Why is it that everything seems to happen during the period where your access to technology is very very limited?

Things I'm Hating now:
Monologues.
Skinny/bikini model People.
People that can afford the things I want!
And not being invited to the Semi. (not that i know anyone to take me...)
The random named 'Ben' on my msn account.

Things I'm Liking Right now:
Working out -personal home workout everyday after school, gym on weekends.
Sleepovers - Jen's house Saturday! Plenty of movies in mind and POPCORN
Got my internet back!
Shoes Shoes and more shoes!

What else is there to squeeze into a catch-up blog?